one of my worst cny this year... i dunno how to express out, i just feel like crying..... i feel like avoiding everything.... i want to ignore it, but i cant.... maybe im not going anywhere for this cny... sits at home and stare at the wall? i want to say alot alot alot alot of things.. i want to say out my feelings.. but i scared i would hurt someone feelings.. nvmm.. i will stop here.. i dunno if she reads my blog.. so i shall say lesser.. if not more problems will come... no need to say anything to me.. im alright....... ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥