Just finished watching my recorded tv shows.. its 3am now and i should be slping.. have to wake up at 8am tml for the funeral last day.. anyway its my first time attending funeral, as in staying there like everyday.. to me, it doesnt feel like funeral at all can.. everyone's like laughing, smiling and all those normal actions.. there's people wearing yellow shirts green shirts.. i tot that's abit not respectful? lol.. i feel like its a gathering with my long lost relatives loh.. soo many relatives came from indonesia and malaysia.. quite abit of catch up with them..

my cousin's friends came as well.. they practically come everyday, and all they do is play mahjong and cards.. isit okay? i dono..

yeahness... $200 coming in another 2 days.. i alr counted the things i HAVE TO buy and it costed almost $100.. another $100, i hope i can save it for further shopping use.. haiz.. =(.. i think i really have work probia.. whenever people mention about finding jobs or ask me "have you found job?" i will very stressss... cos my mind will then pop up alot of things like 2months + still have found job, wat job to find, where to find, wat to consider, wat if not suited for me, wat if the people there not good... damn... i know people will say like this kind of things everyone oso must go through one.. but but im just SCARED lah..

oh shit.. i just remember i haven reply jasmine SUPER DUPER DAMN LONG ESSAY email.. but then no mood to write leh.. jasmine.. i reply you when im free okay.. all the best in ur current job ya.. most imptly must meetup for mahjong session, i dont mind ur bf playing together..

i realised i have this stupid bad habits lah.. is that i get sick of things very fast.. even friends also loh... wat the hell.. i duno how to explain it also.. nvm...

anyway lets talk about the show 唯我独尊 which aired just now.. i dint know that dancing indian dance can show how sunshine a boy can be? LOL.. wat 加分题 is that loh.. but i still feel bad for louis lah.. he won in the first 3 rounds which is only the live studio's voting, not including the phone voting.. <- i guess.. and yuan shuai won the title in the end instead.. was damn shocked.. but happy also.. hahaha.. but to me i was thinking m1 jianfeng and m2 forgot his name more sunshine lah.. =).. anyone realise yuan shuai 招西阿 when interviewing him in the end? lol.. i repeated that scene for at least 10 times i tell you.. i was like laughing silently like mad? cos my family is all slping.. hahahahahahha... im gonna watch mobtv again and repeat that part... i used almost 30 mins to blog this quite long entry.. but nth can compare with jasmine email.. LOll.. its abt 2X this entry and it is just telling how much she misses us.. ahha.. jasmine auntie, take care arh..!!

i shall get to sleepp le.. 晚安~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥